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After All..

Wowww long time no post!! hmmm.. VVBL *very very busy lately* hehehe
Well, after the mid-term exam finished in the beginning of this month, I was joining retreat which was held by PMK FTP UGM, also I was one of the event committees there . And, in the same time I was still doing the LAB REPORTS and getting a HEART-BREAKING news too from someone I adore so much T___T! After that, the next BIG EVENT came . HIMATIPARTY . The 23rd anniversary party of HIMATIPA UGM was held on November 19th, 2011 . And, once again I was the event coordinator :') Next!! I was participated in FORAGRIN event held by Trunojoyo University in MADURA! Yesss... I went to Madura, had a little-but-unbelievable car trip with 7 friends for 3 days :'D

..and all I got in the end is : EXPERIENCE .

Maybe it sounds cliche . But, that's the truth! Everything I did in those events were not easy . I must sacrificed some of my play-time, money, and of course my energy . Tired??? Definitely! But, in God I trust that, if I'm doing it with heart then everything goes well . So, after all, I never felt disappointed with the decision I've ever taken because they all produce experiences, that I'll never know when I might get them back in the future :)

Last, I wanna say thanks to my GOD, Jesus Christ, who has given me strength, and to my family & my friends who have supported me both in happy and difficult times .

PS : photos will be uploaded soon! ^^

image is taken from: https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhcim31vrJ0CdbQEovMu1OJjboJ_OJ-9r1YmQWgdAsscqIGP_wqHrD2rIULuXVYfHJNU-9dJGfBOJi_7o15Q3s1BVs3y89cpExZjqv6h1EyTa1ZnBq7d9KVNaZ_NvNtCwoxD6II4GqtaBi8/s1600/be_happy_by_alephunky.jpg

Just Saying :p

I was definitely happy when I met you again after few months disappearance . Yep, thanks to the Lord! Anyway, the night went so fast cause we're just hung out for a while at Tonki's and had dinner which were full of laughter and of course, new stories . Well, shortly, I was happy . I AM HAPPY . Knowing you are still the same 'you' . That words, that accent, that acts, that curios, that jokes, that response, that initiative.. no exception to your feeling too.. Yeah, remain the same . I'm still clueless for you .

But, on Sunday, my reverend said that : Pray is not only a magical thing to hope something big, but also a little thing .

You haven't understood yet what I'm trying for . But, someday you will . That's why, I prayed for you since last night :')

GoGirl! August bonus -- TRIBAL CLUTCH!

Vintage red dress, mommy's stripe dress & cardi, Jolie's goldie pumps,
RayBan galsses

"I hate quote" time~!

> Every moment of my life is amazing and I always see the brighter side of it #affirmation

> Sometimes you just need to be with the person who makes you smile even if it means waiting. -Anon ~(‾▿‾~)(~‾▿‾)~

> The truth is I gave my heart away a long time ago, my whole heart, and I never really got it back. -Sweet Home Alabama

> Lies will always be bitter in the end, no matter how sweet you made it at the beginning. ~~DAMMIT~~

> When God plants in you an amazing idea, trust Him. Have faith, that He will water it to greatness!

> Happiness keeps you sweet. Trials keep you strong. Sorrows keep you human. Failures keep you humble. GOD, keeps you going!

> Being hurt honestly is better than
being comforted by a lie. Reality may
be pain, but lies kill you softly!!

thanks to : i hate quotes ♥

Haircut

Ok, finally I got the new HAIRSTYLE!

Yep!! it has been two weeks after I decided to cut my hair .

And I've received a lot of good responses (thanks to my friends and family) \(ˆ▽ˆ)/

So, here they are the pics . Plus, the photo box with tonki, mala, ibuk anlia :*

P.S. I'm no longer with ****l again . God will give me someone better, soon~! (he lied to me . ~~dammit)~~

New Word Has Been Learned

Ok, this word is so popular among all tweople (people who have twitter) in my time line, who mostly are girls and I know them personally .
So, the word is ....

GALAU

or in English means ....

HUBBUB or CONFUSION

The person who feel it is called ....

GALAU-ER

The person who "make" that feel to the other (mostly, the boys) is called ....

GALAU MAKER

Why do I share this? Because nowadays I often feel it too .

Syalaalalalaaalaaa..... ((>__<))

You Can't Play on Broken Strings :') -- Part II

This is the complete lyrics of James Morrison feat Nelly Furtado, Broken Strings . Enjoy :*

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't take it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't take it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't take it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
Oh and I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last change to feel again

Okay, now the question is, why am I posting this lyrics??

The answer is simple and cliche .

Because the lyrics REALLY HAPPEN to me few days ago!!

Yep, I was down after knowing something that hurts my heart a lot . And of course made me shocked . But, once again I thanked God for giving me strength who came from my best friends :")

Like The Love Stories said on Twitter : "No matter who broke your heart, or how long it takes to heal, you’ll never get through it without your friends."

If you wanna listen to the song and download it, click this
http://www.4shared.com/audio/JSbnF7q2/James_Morrison_feat_Nelly_Furt.htm

Hope you won't ever become a brokenhearted woman/man ^^v ..

You Can't Play on Broken Strings :')

Lirik lagu yang lagi demen singgah di kuping saya saat ini : .. the truth hurts .. and lies worse .. What are we doing now?? .. We are turning into dust .. Because you can't play on broken strings .. (James Morrison feat Nelly Furtado -- Broken Strings)